Thursday, December 25, 2008

It doesn't matter how hard I try I always seem to loose all the strength when I need it the most.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Lyrics to A Little Bit Longer : Jonas Brothers


Got the news today
Doctor said I had to stay
A little bit longer and I'd be fine
When I thought it'd all be done
When I thought it'd all been said
A little bit longer and I'll be fine


But you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
And you don't know what it's like to feel so low
And every time you smile or laugh you glow
You don't even know, no, no.
You don't even know.

All this time moves by
Still no reason why
A little bit longer and I'll be fine.
Waitin' on a cure
But none of them are sure
A little bit longer and I'll be fine
But you don’t know what you got 'til it's gone
You don’t know what it’s like to feel so low.
And every time you smile or laugh you glow
You don’t even know, no, no.
You don’t even know, no, no.
You don’t even know, no.

But you don't know what you got 'til it's gone.
And you don't know what it's like to feel so low, yeah!
And every time you smile or laugh you glow
You don’t even know!
Yeah!

So I'll wait 'til kingdom come.
All the highs and lows are gone.
A little bit longer and I'll be fine.
I’ll be fine

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

hay its MERRY CHRISTAMS EVE!
Oh yeah. .

Monday, December 22, 2008

Let me ask you something, what do you say to mate when he says, " she had 2 take me so high b4 she dropd me as well " *sad face*

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Whats wrong with me? I still cant figure it out... Always feeling sick always being dizzy I have tried everything but why wont it take the pain away? I hate looking at myself because all I see is a skelaton nothing to be proud of, once upon a time it was something to brag about, how far you could get your bones to stick out and now all it is to me is a curse, everyone can see it, It doesnt matter how many layers of clothes I wear they still wont hide what I have become, a skelaton.

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Saying goodbye is the hardest thing to do, saying goodbye to the people you grew up with your whole life or maybe just saying goodbye to a teacher that has taught you for two years, still is the hardest thing ever. You no that you will miss them and yeah they all say you will forget them, it is true some will be forgotten but many wont be. The ones who left something on your heart and the ones who never did leave your side when you needed them the most, the one who just pissed you off and the person who could always get a smile out of you without even trying, the person who would crack out the lamest puns in the world, and the person who chips his tooth while doing push-ups, the one who always had a shinny head, and the one who we would take the piss out of everyday. You are the ones who will be missed dearly and some a lot more than other, but somehow you made your way into my heart and into many others, I hope all goes well for you guys as you carry down your paths wherever they may lead you whether your paths lead into eachother or stray far away from the others, in whatever you do you guys will NEVER be forgotten!!

Sunday, December 14, 2008

I love the way you always tell you me you love me. The way you hold me in your arms and make me feel like nothing can touch me. The way you always tell me its going to be ok when things got to hard for me. The way you except me for me not anything more. You saved me when I needed someone the most you stood by my side the times when I was shitty and when I was the stupidest person in the world. I love you with all my heart.

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Why don't you for once in your life stop lieing to everyone around you? Don't you see that your hurting so many people by the lies you make up everyday to make yourself seem worth while?