I saw you walking but I wouldnt let you see me because I didnt wont to see that one worried look you always have on your face everytime you see me ever since I told you.

The energy I once had seems to be so far away because I just carnt even find the energy to tell you whats wrong all I can is you wont ever know whats wrong because you never did care and you cant fool me into believing that you ever will. So just give up on trying because I wont let you in because I tried that once and all you did was turn your back on me.

Sugar is the best medicine for anything you can eat as much of it as you like and all it will do is bring a smile to your face for a short time but I geuss thats why its so good because it will never let you down. It will always keep the smile on your face...

Random thoughts....

Falling becomes a way of life. Falling down and not being able to stand up again without being dragged by my arms isnt, a way of life. But at the moment that is my life and not nowing whether I will be able to move my body when I wake up in the morning is something that I hope no one will ever face in thier lives. I thought it would never happen to me I would only dream of it but I geuss a persons worst fears can turn into real life.

The one person I thought I could turn to just turned there back on me.

OK you scare the freaken shit out of me!!

Leaving behind

He walks away and all you have
To do is turn your back to him
Walk away and
Never go back!!