Why is it that everything lately is attacking me! Fist I get someones foot in my throat then the candy cain sliced my tounge, I mean COME ON!!

Maybe for once in your life you should look at yourself and what you do instead of making him out to be the bad person all the time.

I have finally found someone who actually knows whats its like to go through what I have to go through everyday but I dont no if im excited or scared...

In a moment everything can change.
The world cant wait for you.
So get passed yesterday and get
The courage to move on by
Yourself.

Just another blank space....

All the things you do
Effect everyone around you.

Found myself and ran away.
Your not hear to tell me
what you always used to tell me.
How do I no your watching over me?
Yesterday is gone, the day I didnt
find myself. The day I thought you
were watching over me.
What if something goes wrong?
I cant believe that it will be ok.
Because I dont no if you are really
there or not.

Talking to myself,
How am I supposed to feel?
I have to get away,
I cant take this!
It is driving me insane!
You tell me that you love me then
You throw your heart in reverse.
But I cant say goodbye.
Talking to myself
How am I supposed to feel?

"You are my light in the dark, you are the beating in my heart, you are my angel in the night."

You never tried. Your trying is asking whats wrong, not being told, and then walking away.

The one thing I cant stand about myself is the one thing you hate about me as well.

If I told you that you had shit on your foot what would you say?

You seem so lost in a world you think is your fairytale but the thing is your stuck in someone elses fairytale because your to scared to find yours because your to scared that it wont ever measure up to anyone eles.

I would tell you that I love you but the thing is I finally figured out that you will never love me back in the same way I love you...

So if I told you the truth are you seriously telling me you wouldnt run away?

Life is like a piece of wood with hundreds of knots in it.

You are to me
As
A car is to petrol.

Bla blah blah is the only thing that seems to be coming out my mouth lately. Shit here and shit there.

My sister once said this to me and it will stick with me forever..

"Your like a car travelling along the road and your going 10 kilometers an hour when you should be going 100 kilometers an hour. You have hit a speed bump and your not going fast enough to get over it. So whenever you get to the top of it you fall back down again because you dont have the gruntiness to get over it ."

" You are now offically going 80 kilometers per hour"

So you did it again?
Well dont!
Dont go back to the same
person who keeps your life
from moving forward..
You are so much better than that.
I no that and so do you

We all have something to hide,
But dont hide your pain
Cos you suck at hiding that
Your upset once more.

I may not no you that well but I do no when your upset because you always come to school a little bit later than usual and you walk straight to your room and you dont say hi you just walk as if you are in a dazz. I may not no you very well but I always no when something isnt right and lately something is wrong and I may not ask what it is because I no we have never been that close but that doesnt stop me worrying.. Please I miss the old you.. COME BACK!!.. Thats all we ask..

So you got hurt by him?? Well get used to it cos he would of hurt you one day. You didnt really think it would last did you?? Well let me tell you something he is dirt compared to you you can way better I have seen that you can so dont let your life be governed by some guy who treats you like shit!!
But I will always love you whatever you choose to do because you mean so much to me and I no whats it like to love a guy and that guy keeps making you come back for more but please we care about you and we dont wont to see this guy walk all over you again because whenever he does he hurts you and do you think its nice for us to see someone who we love fall to pieces because of the same guy over and over you again??
Xxo I love you...

Its nice to talk to you agin I missed you making me laugh all the time and now you do so I feel whole again. But you still have something about you its like you are still hiding the pain or something I just dont no but as time goes on I hope you will get better cos I do really care about you.. No matter what passed we have had you will still be someone I will care about for the rest of my life no matter how long or short it is.